What should I do???

I really hate myself...

Why I can't control myself??
Why I always show my temper easily??
Why can't I show more respect to them??
How come I could do this??

Can someone help me in my temper??
I really need to throw it away....

Why must I always envy about others??? why can't I just appreciate what I have??
Why why why???
Don't you know we are the most lucky people?? why must I had these attitude????

Anyone out there can help me??

*chelly*